You were dressed casually in a baggy white and black striped t-shirt paired with a cute turquoise mini skirt. Your hair was donned up in a casual messy style with bangs and you had your favorite TVXQ poster and TVXQ notebook in your hands. You couldn’t wait for the TVXQ The Return of the Gods fanmeeting and everyone who waited in line was just as excited as you.

As soon as the fanmeeting started, you could hear an orchestra of screams, shouts, cries and shrills and you felt like exploding when Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho, Junsu and Changmin came up to the stage. How long has it been since the last time you’ve met them together as five? It felt too surreal.

The members introduced themselves and you and your best friend screamed and shouted and cried. You sat in the first row, and every member was so real, and they were healthy and alive and most importantly they were together. When they laughed, you laughed, and when they cried, you cried.

“Let’s have some fans come up for us and ask some questions!” The MC suggested and there was a loud burst of screams. You smiled at your best friend who was madly raising her hands along with the rest of them, and then you sat down, because the heels that you were wearing weren’t friendly at the moment.

“How about you?” A finger points in your direction but you stammer and look around because it couldn’t possibly be you who got picked, too much luck on your side rarely happens.

“Me?” You mutter and point a finger at yourself. The MC nodded and invites you on stage. A round of applause was given and you shyly went on stage. Your knees felt weak, and you realized that the whole audience plus DBSK themselves were staring at you, waiting for your question.

“Umm…” You looked around, took a deep breath, and looked at your friend for some encouragement. She bulged her eyes and mouthed to you to quickly give a question.

“Have you ever doubted the fact that you guys will be together again after all these years?” You finally spoke.

Jaejoong answers first. “We knew we would be together in the end, we just didn’t know how long would it take.”

You nod and everyone clapped again. You were about to go back to your seat when the MC announced that you have the chance to hug the members. The audience again was noisy and a lot of chit chatter happened. You looked at your friend again and squealed mentally.

You hugged Junsu first, then Yoochun, and when it was Jaejoong’s turn, you hugged him longest, because he was your bias.

“I think I’ve seen you before.” He whispers. You felt a cold shiver running through your spine as his hot breath hits your ear.

You don’t reply and just smile at him and quickly move to hug Changmin before your legs fail on you.

The fanmeet was about to end, and you watched Jaejoong all the while, taking some of his pictures and pictures of the group, and you had a blast with your friend. You suddenly notice him talking to his manager, and you were pinned by his stare, and that shiver shot up again, leaving you with tingles.

The fans were escorted out, all with happy faces with their signed posters and other are empty handed because their gifts were received by DBSK. You were about to leave when a man clad in a smart black suit with sunglasses ushered you away from your friend.

“Someone needs to talk to you.” He said, and you told your friend to go home first, because you somehow knew who that someone was.

You went backstage, and you were escorted up to Jaejoong’s dressing room. You took a sharp breath, and thanked the bodyguard, or whoever he was, and knocked on the door. A minute later, you slowly turned the knob and with a startled cry, the door slammed and you were slammed against a wall.

A pair of wet lips found themselves on the crook of your neck, and you instantly moan in pleasure.

“I’ve been wanting you for a long time.” He breathes and you feel like a fire lit itself up in the pit of your stomach. His lips continue to kiss and suck on the sensitive skin located on your neck. He trails up and catches your lips in his. Hot, wet, needy and greedy. He kisses you passionately, chewing on your lower lips and sucking them until they turn cherry red. Your fingers were splayed on his chest, and you feel his chest muscles flex and you never thought that your fantasies and what you’ve been dreaming about for the past 7 years would come true.

Jaejoong detaches his lips and looks at you with lustful eyes. He caresses your cheeks and kisses you again, gently this time. You felt his hands crawl up your bare legs, trailing ghost circles with his fingers that made your goosebumps visible. Your hands automatically wrapped around his neck, and pulling him further so the kiss would be more intense. 

Jaejoong was everything you thought and never imagined about. He was dazzling yet you never expected him to be this real. He was strawberries but you never expected the chocolate topping, he was everything you fantasized yet there is so much more to it. By the time you had finished these irrelevant thoughts, he had his fingers on your inner thigh, stroking it slowly and deliciously. You arched your back and gave him access to your breasts.

He rubbed your nipples through your shirt, and despite wearing a push up bra, you could feel it hardening and aching for his mouth.

“You like that don’t you?” He smirked and you nodded, despite feeling like a whore because yes it was that easy for him to get to you.

He stopped his ministrations and had you out of your shirt in a couple of seconds, and only in your red and white bra. He stopped for a moment to lick his lips and awe at the sight of your breasts. He squeezed them together lightly and licked the slope of your breasts.

“So beautiful.” He whispered and sucked on the skin. You arched back, panting and wanting more, your head was spinning and it wasn’t real, you must be dreaming but when he started flicking your nipples with his devil tongue, you cried out his name and pushed his head more into your breasts. He squeezed them lavishly, and your other breast wasn’t left without attention as he fondled them with his other hand, and pulled on your nipples. You felt the pool of heat swirling in the pit of your stomach, and your head was buzzing, and your limbs were limp as he continued to do sinful things to your breasts.

Suddenly, he lifted you up and wrapped your legs around his waist. He kissed you roughly and you feel his fingers creeping to your hot core. He pressed on your clit and you moaned into his mouth. You bucked into him and he persistently rubbed your clit until you writhed begging for mercy.

“Not wearing undies? You naughty girl.” He growled and you swear it was the most sexiest thing you’ve ever heard and from his voice alone you could climax. Jaejoong rubbed your clit over and over again, taunting it until it was pulsing and throbbing with need while your mouth was being ravished and teeth clashed because fuck you couldn’t stand being tortured like this. You needed him and you needed him inside you now.

Jaejoong slowly inserted a long digit into your steaming core, and you felt your insides coiling at the shot of pleasure that coursed through your being. He picks up a rhythm then inserted a second digit until you were screaming his name inside his mouth. He slides his fingers out and offered it to your mouth which you gladly took. So this is what it feels like to taste your own self.

After you licked his fingers clean, he unbuckled his pants and dropped them and you desperately wanted to see his glorious joongie. You felt Jaejoong’s cock near your entrance and you writhed just so he got the message that you wanted it in you, now.

“This is going to hurt, sweetie.” He warned and then slammed into you and you collapse on his shoulder and bit him there to muffle out your cries. He held your hips in place, as he fucked you fast and mercilessly. You felt a pleasurable fire burning your body and all of it seemed to gather in your lower abdomen fused with shots of electricity and soon all you see were rainbow dots behind your eyes as you cry his name and reach your peak of pleasure.

He pulled himself out and had you on your knees in that moment. You knew what would happen and you opened your mouth to welcome his huge cock. He fucked your mouth hard, and you barely could take all of it, trying very hard not to gag.

Jaejoong looked down and you looked up at him, with lustful eyes as you take his cock and squeezed it. His eyes rolled back and a quite curse spilled from his lips. He groaned and then released his load into your mouth. He closed your mouth tight so you would swallow every drop of his cum.

He tasted heavenly.

Jaejoong groaned and the satisfied look on his face made you feel proud, sick a bit but still, you had a chance with Kim Jaejoong, and you would be crazy to turn down this chance.

A knock on the door had you fumbling for your bra and shirt and him with his pants. As soon as you were dressed modestly enough, he saw you out and winked, and there was this hollow feeling inside, it was moral you thought, that just gnawed on you. You felt used, you felt easy.

“See you next time.” He mouthed and you knew that you were going to get more than just a fanmeeting after this.

~.~

A/N: sorry I’ve been so long on a hiatus. Here’s the comeback!

dongbangasm:

“Hyung!” Jaejoong calls out. His heartbeat is inconsistent, and he feels like he’s floating on nothingness, he swears his lunch is coming out the wrong way and when Changmin approaches him after talking to Yunho, he thinks he’ll faint.

Changmin turns his attention from Yunho to the little voice calling him out. He smiles faintly and whispers to Yunho something that Jaejoong can’t hear and Yunho waves a lazy goodbye before tucking his hands in his pocket and leaving the area.

Changmin approaches Jaejoong with a lazy smile. It’s been a week since he hasn’t seen his little dongsaeng that he takes care to get extra money, and even though Jaejoong can be such a spoiled brat, he admits that he’s grown accustomed to having Jaejoong around and bugging him. After he had entered university under a full scholarship, he didn’t see the need to earn money from babysitting, the only downside was that he missed having Jaejoong annoying him.

“Good to see you, Jae. What have you got there? You’ve got your eyes on a girl eh?” Changmin ruffles the little boy’s hair and during all that time, Jaejoong’s vision is only his boots that Changmin gave him for his birthday.

“Here you go!” Jaejoong shoves a neatly wrapped box with yellow satin ribbons and a small heart placed on top of it. Jaejoong thinks he’ll faint from holding his breath too long because waiting for Changmin’s reaction is killing him.

“For me?” Changmin is a little bit shocked, he knew that Jaejoong was attached to him, but this was cute and adorable in a totally different meaning.

Jaejoong nods but his insides are still in knots and twists and until Changmin accepts his gift without laughing in his face, he’ll never get rid of these knots in his stomach.

Changmin takes the small gift and ruffles Jaejoong’s hair.

“H—Happy Valentine’s Day, hyung.” Jaejoong stutters, and Changmin laughs lightly, pulls him into a hug. Jaejoong automatically relaxes and reciprocates.

“You are a weird boy, you know that?” Changmin says and Jaejoong is all smiles from ear to ear.

“Come on, hyung has got a present for you too..” Changmin breaks the embrace and Jaejoong doesn’t know why he feels disappointed.

“What is it?” Jaejoong asks eagerly despite that clenching feeling he gets whenever Changmin is the first to let go of their hugs.

“You’ll see. You’re going to love it.” Changmin winks and holds Jaejoong’s hand in his palms and Jaejoong is skipping and laughing.

Because he knows, the only time he isn’t lonely is when he has his hyung, Changmin.

~.~

Does this seem like Pedo!Min to you guys? OTL

fanart credit: as tagged in the picture.

Hey guys, this is from my personal blog. Happy Valentine’s Day!

“Appa~ Look! The sea is very big!” Exclaims little Yoorin pointing in the direction of the Hangang River.

“Honey that’s not the sea, that’s a river.” You correct her and ruffle her soft hair.

“That’s a river? But Appa said there’s sharks in it, sharks don’t live in rivers.” She contemplates her reasoning and her little eyebrows settles in the middle as she looks at you and Yoochun.

“Yoochun! Don’t say misleading things to her, we’re suppose to raise her to become smart.” You scold him and he laughs and lowers himself to her level and pinch her blushed cheeks.

“Aigoo~ Appa was wrong, you are so clever Yoorin-ah.” He kisses her on her cold cheeks and she smiles proudly knowing that her reasoning wasn’t wrong. You shake your head softly and Yoochun stands up again, picking Yoorin up then wraps his arms around your waist.

“I’m so cold~ Are you cold Yoorin-ah?” You silently watch the interaction between your husband and your daughter with a huge smile on your face, even since you’ve dated he’s been dreaming of a baby girl and he has proven to be a really loving father.

Yoorin shakes her head and presses a hand on Yoochun’s cheeks then pulls her little hand in a shocked manner. “Appa! You’re so cold!” She pretends to shiver and then laughs. Just like her father, always kidding around.

“Umma, are you cold?” Yoorin asks you and to be really honest you were freezing but Yoorin had bones of steel; she seemed unfazed by the fierce wind.

“I’m very cold, honey~” You kiss her and smile softly and she is excited with the attention she is getting from her parents.

“Okay then, let’s take a picture and then we can go home, huh honey?” Yoochun suggests to Yoorin and her eyes light up then she claps her hands cheerfully while chanting the word ‘pictures’.

You fish out the camera from your handbag and go a bit forward while Yoochun and Yoorin stays in their place.

“Ready?” You shout out against the wind.

“Let’s do a V!” Yoochun sticks his index finger and middle finger up in the shape of a V and Yoorin follows and cutely attempts with her midget fingers.

“V..” He says and looks at the camera.

“One two three..say kimchi~” At the end of count three, you snap a picture of them and went back to them as Yoochun assesses the picture taken.

“Let’s take a picture together~” Yoochun suggests and asks a girl to take a picture of them (who also happens to be a fangirl. Go figure.)

Yoochun has Yoorin in one arm while Yoorin clutches onto his neck and his other arms snakes past your waist in a gentle yet firm grip.

“Kimchi~” You say simultaneously and then all of a sudden you feel his cool lips on your cheeks. After the picture was taken, he thanks the fangirl (who equally wants an autograph), and then shows you the picture.

“Appa~ Why did you kiss Umma? You’re suppose to look at the camera.” Yoorin says as she looks at the picture taken. Yoochun shrugs innocently when you look at him.

“Umma said she was cold, I wanted to warm her up.” Yoochun says to Yoorin who was not satisfied with the answer but let it slide anyways.

“Let’s go home, Umma, Appa. I’m cold now too~” Yoorin takes both of Yoochun’s and your hands and walk towards the car.

“Hey Jagiya~” He whispers in your ears.

“What?” Your insides tingle at the stark contrast of the temperature of his hot breath and the coldness of your ears.

“How about we go home, and put Yoorin to sleep so I can warm you up?” He breathes seductively in your ear and you swore your daughter somehow knew about this too.

“It’s 3 in the afternoon, what makes you think she’ll sleep at this time of day?” You whisper equally quiet while looking at Yoorin.

“Not unless I say that she has to sleep in order for her to get a new brother or sister.” He wiggles his eyebrows and you slap him on his shoulder. Yoorin, being the alert girl she is, turns around and asks you what was wrong.

“Nothing~ Your Appa is being silly again.” You say while eyeing Yoochun who was stifling his laughter.

“Yoorin-ah~ Do you want a baby brother?” He lowers his body to Yoorin’s level and then she was jumping up and down.

“I get a baby brother? Umma, I want one!” She tugs on your trench coat as if asking for a new toy.

“If you want a baby brother, then when we get home, you have to sleep okay?” Yoochun bargains with his daughter.

“Okay!” Yoorin high fives Yoochun while at the same time you hit Yoochun’s shoulder.

“What are you saying to her? Oh my god, you’re corrupting our daughter already.” You roll your eyes but all the while you were anticipating what was waiting for you at home.

“She wants a baby brother, and I’m going to give her a baby brother.” He whispers dominantly in your ears and you feel shivers up and down your spine, and it was ultimately not because of the cold either.

All the while back to your house, Yoorin chats and chants to her Appa about her new baby brother.

~.~

gif credit: JYJ

“Yoomin, be a good boy and come here!” You attempt to grab your son when he avoids you swiftly and runs into the living room where Changmin sits cozily on the couch reading the newspaper.

“Changmin-ah!” You cry out in frustration and see that your son has settled quite nicely in Changmin’s lap. He was always attached to his father more than you, and his attitude reminds you too much of Changmin, his mischief, the eyes, his general energy and hyperactivity.

“Appa, I don’t want to take a shower!” Yoomin cries and he looks at Changmin with those puppy eyes he’s mastered so well. Changmin folds his newspapers and focuses his attention on his 4 year old son.

“Go take a shower, you want breakfast don’t you? If you want breakfast, listen to umma, don’t make her angry, okay?” He whispers to Yoomin loudly, just so you can hear it yourself.

Yoomin pouts, and then clambers off of Changmin’s lap and surrenders himself to you. You shake your head and ruffle his hair. You crouch down to his level and look him straight in the eyes. He was too much like Changmin, it was like seeing Changmin as a baby.

“You are too much like your father, will do anything for food. Now go upstairs and take off your clothes, Umma has already prepared your bath. I’ll be right upstairs in a moment.” He nods but then his face and eyes light up.

“Umma, if I go, will I get breakfast?” He asks with a mischievous smile. You roll your eyes and nod.

“Of course, you will.”

“Will I get a big plate like Appa’s? And will you make those nuggets?” He smiles cheekily as you widen your eyes at him. You pinch his cheeks and he scrunches up his face and laughs.

“I won’t if you don’t go upstairs now.” You warn him. He runs up the stairs while waving at you and Changmin.

Once he was out of sight, Changmin comes close to you and hugs you from behind. He nuzzles your neck and breaths the fresh scent of you.

“And you! You can’t always bribe him with food, Changmin.” You turn around and face him and he wraps his arms around your waist snugly.

“I can, it works, and if you say he’s as similar as I am, then he can always be bribed with food till he is a grown man.” Changmin chuckles and attempts to kiss you. You dodge his kisses and he frowns.

“You haven’t showered yet, so hurry up if you want breakfast.” You slap him lightly on his chest. He persists on trying to kiss you but you won’t accept it since he hasn’t brushed his teeth yet.

“I want you to shower with me.” He raises his eyebrows and grins.

“Go now, Yoomin is probably waiting for me, so go shower by yourself.” You wriggle out of his grip but he holds on more tighter.

“One kiss, please~” You wriggle harder but he manages to cup your face and give you a light kiss. Then he lets you go and in a moment, he dashes upstairs, just as exactly as Yoomin did a while ago.

You shake your head and smile, like father like son.